Some people think they have nothing left to live for. Many people would tell them but you do! Who are they? What do they know? I have always thought if you wish to go then so be it. You know your own destiny most times and how you wish to live or not,whatever be the case.
Some of my files get a little disorganized but this one other then being able to read the dates properly is intact.
An old man who lost his wife and wanted to die gave himself up to a science experiement. This was in either 1983 or 88,that is the part I can't read. The large team of scientists believed that if you could do away with all your senses you could reach and communicate with God. This being that you coud not see,hear,taste or feel and that causing your hidden senses to appear or be able to be used.
The mains brains were cut to bits,he no longer had any type of sense and instead was left alone with his own thoughts.
A few days went by and he could hear the dead speaking to him and it was proven that indeed they were. Some of the scientists that had relatives passed came through and spoke to him,telling him things he could not know. They knew he was for real and then he began seeing the darker side of the afterlife,those that go to a darker place. This began to drive him nuts and he said the dead would not shut up and that even those who were evil would not leave him alone.
He began to tear at where his eyes and throw himself into walls so they had to tie him down. After a few days he stopped talking and tears went down his eyes. As the tears were coming down his face he said his last words.
God has spoken to me,he is to much to look at,the beauty hurts my eyes and I'm happy and free.
There was a lot more that went on like he spoke of the end times and he would thrash his body around,whip marks would appear on him and burn marks marked his wrists.
The few remaining scientist ( those that could stomach it) took a vial and placed it near his eyes catching all the tears that they could for testing. One young scientist took this little cup his grandmother had given him in hopes that he could cure his mother of blindness. Not only did it do that but she too could see and hear the voice of God. She was not bothered by the terrible visions or the evil dead,just a peace that she said she had never feltin her life.
This goes to show you how grounded so many of us are that we can't see nor hear what God meant us to,
To use this peice you will add clean water to the cup and place it over your eye as if you need to wash out your eye. You will then do the other and place ear plugs in your ears. Sit back and communicate with God,knowing that he is not only real but does do miracles.